Cindy's Story

My name is Cindy. I am 28 years old and married to a wonderful man who has been by my side dealing with this horrible condition. We had only been married a little less then a year when this all started and when you take those vows “for better or worse in sickness and health”…he has definitely been there through it all and for what lies ahead. Thank God for him.

Let me first say, thank you to you, Mary, for the information on your site as well as giving us all the opportunity to tell our stories. I feel it is helpful to all of us suffering from this horrible condition and reading others stories makes you feel that you are not the only one out there with this horrible condition. I feel it brings others with the same or similar condition in touch with each other, if they want to. This has happened for me.

This is on the lengthy side, but for you to understand it all, I feel I need to give the complete history. A year and half prior to February, 1999 I was having pains when I ate certain foods (i.e., sauce) and my primary doctor said he thought it was just Gastritis and stay away from spicy foods so I didn't eat sauce out. He put me on Prevacid, once a day. Later I was switched from Prevacid to Prilosec.

Then in February, I started having bad attacks of pain in my abdomen and went back to the primary doctor. From then through April I was sent for many tests from blood work to GI series, Sonograms, cat scans, and the list goes on and on. All these tests came back negative but the blood work showed acute Pancreatitis. The doctors kept thinking it was my Gallbladder, after all, the two main causes of Pancreatitis is Gallbladder or alcohol. I am not an alcoholic; I do not even drink. He told me go see a Gastroenterologist. The Gastroenterologist did repeat tests and still wasn’t coming up with anything. He put me on Creon-pancreatic enzymes - 2 caps per meal and said stay on Prilosec. He also said stay on a Low-Fat diet, meaning no more then 3g fat in the food. I was on various painkillers at home, changing when they didn’t relieve the pain anymore (Darvocet, Vicodin, Percoset, Extra Strength Vicodin). In the hospitals I was on Demerol then they added Visterol, now I’ve been on Dilaudin.

The Gastroenterologist also sent me for a sweat test for the 1 % chance of cystic fibrosis. It sounded so crazy that I couldn’t have this because it is a childhood disease and it would have come out prior to now. You also need to have the gene from at least one parent to have it. Well, to make a long story short I was told I had it. Thank God we followed up at a cystic fibrosis care center at another hospital and did repeat tests and a gene test and turned out I do NOT have it. I don't even have the gene. But what hell they put my family and I through. After that I was scheduled to go for an ERCP but it wasn’t going to be for a month and I could not wait. I went back to my primary doctor who in turn called a different Gastroenterologist and had me go right over to his office.

This Gastroenterologist had me switch from Creon to Pancrease still 2 caps per meal. He had me go right over to the hospital for blood and urine work and I was told to get a Gallbladder series done the following 2 days - it is a 2 part/day test. The next day, while I was going to get the Gallbladder test done, they asked questions about what medications I was currently taking (because I had to take pills for the second part of the test) they stopped and called my doctor. The test was not done at that time because it turned out the doctors were trying to get in touch with me because the prior days Amylase and lipase were very high and showing in my urine as well. I was told to meet them at the emergency room and I was being admitted.

This was in April 1999 and I was in the hospital for 11 days. Repeat tests were done again and the Gallbladder series, all of which did not show what was causing the Pancreatitis. They were trying to get my levels to come down with being on IV the whole time in order to perform an ERCP. The levels never really came down and I had to have the ERCP done anyway. The ERCP showed Pancreatic Divisium. He said when you are born you have 2 ducts that should fuse together as one over time. Mine did not, they were smaller than usual and the major duct did not work.

Films were taken and I was told go to New York City and see this specific stent surgeon who does stent surgeries everyday. He warned me though that stent surgeries may not fix me and he has seen some patients get worse. But at that time with the pain, thinking if I didn’t get the stent put in I wasn't going to be fixed anyway and still have this condition I wanted to hear what the surgeon had to say. When I met with the stent surgeon he was optimistic that he could help me, we liked him and trusted him. While under his care, the Pancreas enzymes were increased to 4 caps per meal and 2 caps each snack. The Prilosec was increased to 2 caps per day.

The lowest my Amylase ever was 581, at a good time. The highest I have been until recently was 2,000 and change. Now 4,000 and change (12/99). On 5/20/99 the first stent was placed in the duct and two weeks later removed; I wasn’t better. Each time I went through these time periods my food intakes got worse and worse and that's where I lost 53 lbs.

On 7/6 I was back in the hospital for the doctor to possibly put another stent in. He did exploratory at the time and found that not only did my major duct not work but also the minor duct had a kink/stricture in it. He was not able to place a stent there at this time so he stretched/dilated part of the duct. I was told wait 2 months and come back for placement of a stent. He was hoping the stricture would open a bit to put a stent in next time and in the meantime give my insides time to rest and stay on strict diet.

On 9/8/99 second stent was placed. Was told if tolerated, it will be left in for 6-8 weeks. The appointment was set for 7 weeks. But by 5½ weeks I was having horrible pains - at this point my acute Pancreatitis now went chronic. I could not handle the pain, could not move, I had blood work done my Amylase was up again. At 6 weeks (10/20/99) I was in the hospital to remove the stent. They mentioned the pain could possibly be from a scar tissue build up. There was no scar tissue build up, my body was kicking out the stent and the kink/stricture was still there. The stent was removed, debris cleaned out and a larger stent placed. I was told if tolerated, 6-8 weeks for this stent to stay in, that the longer it stayed in the better chance of it working. If it didn't work and the pains were still there when eating the next step was to see a bypass surgeon.

I knew by my eating issues and pain that this stent did not work either. The bypass surgeon was already told about me and he was looking at my films during this time. In addition, when my surgeon saw me in the hospital in September and how much weight I lost he told me to see a Clinical Nutritionist/Dietician to help me as well as stay on eating small meals more frequently. The Dietitian had said that for me I needed 2100 calories to maintain my weight and to gain 1/2-1 LB a week. I was on a low fat-High Carb diet now. I was only able to get, if I was lucky, 1000 calories into me a day because of the pain and not being able to eat a lot of things. I wasn't even able to drink Ensure light because it gave me pain now. I even tried predigested nutritional drinks she recommended but I still had the pain.

I ate just to eat with all the pain. It was then that it was brought up if this continues I might have to be put on TPN - total parental nutrition - feeding tube as a supplement to food. Of course, I didn’t like this idea. During Sept-Oct the surgeon and some other doctors were saying they were not sure if the kink/stricture was my source of my pain and if there is something else going on causing it. They said my pains should be immediate after eating to hours later, which sometimes is true. Other times it's during the night or the next day and that is not typical. A blood test fractionating my Amylase was done and was in question. This one came back saying 100% Macro Amylase, which was explained to me that the Amylase was coming from somewhere other than the Pancreas. So I had gone to see another surgeon on the same level as this one (the stent was still in at this time) hoping he would come up with something. He spoke with my doctors, dietitian, looked over all my films, sent me for a Doppler Sonogram, which looks at your artery blood flow. That came out negative.

He switched me from Prilosec to Axid, as he said sometimes Prilosec could cause abdominal pain (changing to Axid was OK'd by my other surgeon also). He did repeat blood tests including fractionating the Amylase which now showed 76% from the Pancreas and the rest he said was because my Amylase was so high that it was attaching onto cells in my body and not flowing smoothly through my kidneys. At the end of all this, the surgeon said he did not see anything else and it all stems back to my original issue and that was all with him.

At this time the TPN was brought up again. During the conversations between the doctors and dietitian they decided I was not going to just have the TPN's a supplement with food but total and no food at all. To say the least, I was upset but I had weighed 157 lbs. prior to 3/99 and dropped down to 104 lbs. My insides were so swollen and I was weak. They didn’t want me to lose any more weight, wanted me to gain some weight, calm my Pancreas, stomach, etc., all down from the Pancreatitis.

On 11/22-11/27 (yes, for thanksgiving too) I was hospitalized for insertion of the infusaport. I am on home TPN and I feed during the night for 14 hours. Due to being so skinny and this is a foreign object in my body it was painful in the beginning, now just uncomfortable. It did calm my Pancreatitis down which is great after all the pain I was having. I do not need to take the enzymes and axid while on TPN. I have named the TPN/feeding tube Marguerite, as it sounds better then saying feeding tube or TPN.

On 11/30 (still had the third stent in) I went to see the bypass surgeon. He was very optimistic and is from the old school of looking you over from head to toe to make sure there isn't something else causing the Pancreatitis and pains before he would just cut me open, in case I don't have a chance of the surgery helping me. He did not believe the kink/stricture is my source of my pain/problem. If it was, my films would show a bulging/backup on one side of it and it does not. He said besides the TPN I can have some water, (yes- for weeks the other doctors said only sip of water when taking a pill and lemon swabs) try lettuce with lemon and salt and we will speak in a week on how I am doing.

He said get off the painkillers as my pain tolerance is low after all this time and if surgery is an option down the line I won't be able to get through it all. He went back to the hospital where my videotapes of each ERCP were done and saw a narrowing in the head where the duct meets the head of my Pancreas. He called me and said get the stent out now as it sometimes can cause this/make it worse and might be causing/adding to my pains. He had asked the other surgeon to take films he needed when he removed the stent. He also noticed blood results on my thyroid showing hyper. There were two done and one was high. He wanted me to see an Endocrinologist.

I saw the Endocrinologist who examined me and said he doesn’t believe I am hyperthyroid. He said the reason the level was high and will continue to be up and down is because I am on birth control (for ovarian cysts) pills and estrogen does that. He explained that the thyroid tests that doctor did, did not back the estrogen out of it for the results. Also my pituitary gland would be extremely low if I had it, which it isn't. On 12/8/99 the stent was removed, films were taken and then we spoke again. He said the Gastroenterologist and himself want to get me off the TPN because it was already 4 weeks of being on it and the risk of infection goes up as the weeks go on. He said start eating some foods --adding cucumbers to the lettuce, bread, ensure, etc., and to wait 4 hours between each. The hope was I could go back to eating and get off the TPN.

On that Friday I started to eat and by Saturday I was in pain and by Sunday and Monday I was back to not being able to move again so I stopped eating and kept on just TPN until I was going to speak to the doctors again. When I spoke with the bypass surgeon again he had spoken with the Gastroenterologist already and he said the Gastroenterologist will handle all the day-to-day care with me and he would be there if and when I needed to get operated on or need to discuss something with him. The Gastroenterologist is local and the surgeon is not. I was told again to eat, don't wait the 4 hours in-between, and keep eating even with the pain to see what happens. This time take the enzymes and Axid.

In the past they said they didn't make a difference but I followed instructions from the doctor. I was told when I get the pains to go have blood work done to see if my levels were high again which always happened in the past. Basically, the surgeon was not going to operate on me without seeing definite correlation between the pain and levels at this time when I did not have a stent in. They had me eat for couple days through pain and the same thing happened again and kept getting worse. On two separate days I had blood work done. The results came back and the Gastroenterologist called me that my first Amylase was up to 2,000 in change. The next day it was 4,000 in change with a lipase of 9,000. He said call the surgeon, if he’s going to operate it should be now.

I spoke with the surgeon he was happy to hear this because now he said I have an objective disease without stents in. Now he would operate after the first of the year, as it was Christmas week and then New Years week. We went back to see him to discuss the surgery which is scheduled for January 3, 2000. The surgery is the Puestow surgery on my duct. He is going to cut where the narrowing part of my duct is and bring my intestines up and connect. It could turn out that he might have to do a Whipple surgery depending on if he cannot locate or get to that duct and has to go through the head of my Pancreas. In addition if there is hardening of my Pancreas, which was caused from the stenting, he will have to cut that away as well. He said he is leaving my spleen in.

At this time, prior to surgery the GI doctor called to say my hemoglobin dropped a lot. It should be 11.5 and up to I'm not sure the level. On past tests it was 11.1. Well on 12/23 he just got them back-it dropped to 8.5 so he said now I'm anemic--opposite of diabetic. At first he said call the surgeon because I'm going to need a transfusion prior to surgery on Monday. He also mentioned I needed more Vitamin K even though they had been giving me injections (the nurse) when she comes 2 times per week. I was given another dose of Vitamin K prior to surgery.

UPDATE: On January 4, 2000 I was scheduled to have the Puestow surgery. However, I had more fixing that needed to be done than just be drained. I ended up having the Duval surgery. I was in the hospital for 9 days. Besides draining, 40 percent of the Pancreas was removed due to disease and the Gallbladder and spleen were removed. When I read my records from surgery it says that the following was performed: Distal Pancreatectomy X3 Splenectomy Cholecystectomy with exploration of common bile duct Duodenotomy Sphincteroplasty of Bile duct Sphincteroplasty of Pancreatic duct Roux-en-y Pancreaticojejunostomy Rous-en-y Jejunojejunostoy Laparotomy.

In the past the doctors said that it looked like I had 2ducts, one that didn’t work and the other with a kink/stricture in it. But, when they opened me up I had 6 no good ducts. They resectioned 3 parts of my Pancreas; they opened it and sewed it to the inside of my Pancreas. They brought a loop of the intestines up and connected that. Now the Pancreas drains from both ends directly into the intestines. I was told this is something I was born with and it took many years to get to this but that I would have needed this surgery in my lifetime whether it be that it came out now to effect me or later in life.

Thank God by drinking Coke/Pepsi soda my sugar levels had gotten better that I did not need a transfusion prior or during surgery. The surgeon believes I'm fixed and so do I. It might be too soon to tell but prior to the surgery I had not been able to eat anything and was on TPN. During my stay in the hospital they had me start on soft foods, chicken cutlets, etc., and I did not have Pancreatitis pain. Only a week since I’m home I have already eaten some of my foods I craved--pizza and carvel ice cream with hot fudge. I eat small meals right now as my stomach has shrunk a lot as I haven't eaten regular in a year as well as I need to still heal. I was told it would take 4-6 weeks to get my appetite back. I do have air/gas pains from the surgery but I am told that will go away in time. I currently take prescription Tagamet and Tylenol with Codeine, if needed, for pain. So far the only pain I have had is if I sneeze, cough, laugh and now the incision is starting to heal so it is giving me some discomfort.

The TPN port was still in prior to going in for surgery. For me it was easier as I don't like needles. They used the port when needed for the IVs and anesthesia. We are awaiting results of the biopsies of the parts taken out and blood tests, which will take a couple weeks. Prior to my surgery my Amylase was up to 4,000. When it was tested with eating in the hospital it was down to 400. On 1/25/00 I went back to the hospital for removal of the TPN port. All went well except for the usual soreness that comes with it. On 2/8/00 I had a follow up appt with the surgeon. Got great news that everything looks good and healing well. I do not need to see him for another 3 months unless I have a problem. I need to continue taking the Tagamet for 3 months then that is it. I have gotten myself off Tylenol with Codeine as it caused problems with constipation for me.

As far as not having a spleen anymore he said I need to get the vaccine every 5 years and if I have any work done for instance dental work I need to take an antibiotic. I am still healing from the incisions, cannot lift things and need to take it a little easy but I'm definitely on the road to recovery. On top of all of this I had just gotten terminated from my job as they said they needed to fill my position. I was told I can re-apply and that they do want me back. I am in the process of doing so and hope for the best.

Update July 2000: Prior to my surgery in January I had become slightly anemic. It was told to me after being able to eat normally again I would get better. I never was anemic before having pancreatic issues-- not being able to eat and being put on TPN. In April/May the primary doctor did blood tests and it was found that the anemia is worse than before. My iron and Ferritan levels are half of what they should be. I was told to take an iron pill (Ferrous Sulfate) once a day and to do three hemocults (stool samples). I couldn’t continue taking the iron pills because they caused really bad migraines for me. After only taking 2 days of iron pills I had a migraine for 4 days and I had to get a shot of Toradol to stop the migraine.

The hemocults showed blood. I was told between the hemocults and blood tests I was/am bleeding internally. My GI doctor scheduled me to have an Endoscopy done on July 3, 2000 to check if the bleeding is from gastritis, bleeding ulcer or from the surgery. In the past I was checked for gastritis and bleeding ulcer they were negative. My doctors said 9 times out of 10 its from the surgery, that inside everything might not be healed yet. So we will see what they say after having the endoscopy done.

I still go to physical therapy to continue to work on building my strength and flexibility. I am doing really well with eating. The only foods that I cannot eat are spicy and peppery foods, which was a problem before. Some goodies make me feel sick to my stomach, maybe they are too rich. Besides those, I eat normal now and have no pancreatic pain when and after I eat. The surgery in January definitely was a success.

On another note, back in January when I was let go at my job, I was told I could re-apply and I wouldn't have a problem getting back in. It never worked out because there was a change in upper management and she did not give me a chance. So I had to move on. I pray that I am fixed and can lead a 'normal' life going forward. I pray for all of you to be pain free and healthy as well. If you would like to contact me please E-Mail me. I thank you for letting me share my story.

UPDATE - It has been awhile since I updated my story. I would like to first say that it has now been over a year since my Pancreas surgery. I can still say it was a success. I hope it gives all of you hope that miracles do happen; I am living proof of that. Back in July 2000 the endoscopy that was done to check for bleeding was negative. The GI doctor said the hole either closed up already or was very small. In time, my anemia went away. I believe this is because now I am able to eat foods that my body was deprived of when I was sick and on TPN (I was never able to take iron pills due to migraines).

Unrelated to the Pancreas issues I had, I had to have two kidney surgeries this year. I tell you this because I was told it was another "You were born with" condition. A Diverticulum (pocket) half the size of my kidney had developed in my left kidney. The urine was able to get into the "mouth" of the Diverticulum and stones had formed. The real issue at hand was I could get infections from this as well as I could have excruciating pain from this. My husband and I do not have children of our own yet and one day would like to. I was told by several doctors not to get pregnant with this until it is taken care of.

In January 2001 (one year form my Pancreas surgery) I had percutaneous surgery, which is less invasive, on the left kidney. The doctor removed the stones, drained the Diverticulum, sealed off the opening and cauterized the walls of the Diverticulum hoping it would collapse on its own. However, the surgery did not work and now I was in pain. In February 2001 I had open surgery on the Kidney. The Diverticulum was just too big to collapse on its own. During surgery the doctor also found I had another "mouth/opening" to the Diverticulum. The doctor said that I was the first patient he saw with two openings. During surgery both openings were sealed and parts of the Diverticulum were cut out that it is no longer a pocket. The surgery was a success. I am doing well now and will be returning back to work this month. I hope and pray I am done with all surgeries and can go back to living a full life.

Update November 2001- April 2002
 
In November 2001 I started having pain again from eating along with always going to the bathroom. It seemed to be only with milk products at this time. I went to my primary doctor and he ran blood tests and thought it was a virus. The blood tests showed my White Blood Cells a little high 13.5 and Amylase 435 (which for me will never be normal-but this is a better reading then prior which was in the thousands).
He told me to slowly start eating again and I should be better.   I still was having problems eating and decided to check with my surgeon (not take any chances).  I called the surgeon and he ordered a Cat Scan to check out my pancreas. The Cat Scan came back negative and he told me to see the primary doctor.  The doctor said I had an intestinal virus and looks like I'm Lactose Intolerant. He said to stay away
from dairy and use Lactaid milk and lactose enzymes.  Eventually I was able to eat more but even with taking Lactose enzymes (and now watching that Lactose is hidden in many foods) I was still having pain to the point of taking pain killers at times.

Beginning of 2002, I was concentrating on more of buying our first home. We went ahead signing the papers once the Cat Scan came back negative and closed end of January.

In March 2002, I made several visits back to the primary doctor that I am not doing well with eating and still having pain. It has gotten worse now and not just dairy products. He set me up with a dietician in his office. I saw him in April and he said he didn't think my problem was only lactose intolerance and maybe I was allergic to something else. He put me on an extremely strict diet for 4 weeks and then to come back to see him. This diet would contain no foods hard to digest  (no lactose, salad, sauces, gravies, raw veggies, citrus, no seeds/grains etc) and I was to write everything down.  Still on this diet at times I was having pain so I decided I was going to research Lactose Intolerance and bought a book called "Living well with Lactose Intolerance". This was one of the best things I could have done. This  book said do NOT assume you are lactose intolerant because it mimics other conditions. I read about a test called a Breath Hydrogen Test which is the most accurate test to determine if you are Lactose Intolerant. The test is based on the fact that hydrogen gas is rarely found in the human body unless you are Lactose Intolerant.  I went back to my primary and told him send me for this test and I have to get to the bottom of this. I told him even if I have this I know there is something else wrong.  I had this 2 hour test done and it came out normal- I was NOT Lactose Intolerant.  I guess you can say sometimes patients know better than doctors and you have to force them to test you for a diagnosis via test.
 
During this time I also asked the doctor to give me a referral to go back to the gastroenterologist. He said okay but advised I get another Cat Scan done. He wanted the Cat Scan from November compared to the new Cat Scan. I went for the Cat Scan April 22 with the IV. As far as what it picked up on my pancreas it was negative. I am not surprised because Cat Scans NEVER showed my pancreas issues. The one thing I would like to mention is in the report they wrote "spleen is normal".  I do NOT have a spleen anymore so I don't know what they think they saw.... The only thing it also showed was constipation--which is from all the vicodin from all the pain I have been getting after eating.
 
I went to see the gastro doctor (after 2 years) he is not sure what is going on with me. He advised to stop taking vicodin and gave me a new pill called Nulev.  This is a pill for spasms and pain that you put on your tongue and dissolve. He said try this instead of Vicodin. The Nulev did not help at all. He gave me a script for the next time I have extreme pain to go to the lab and have Amylase, CBC, Liver Panel done for him to see my levels and to come back in 2 weeks.  I asked if it could be I have adhesions from surgery but he didn't think so.

 Update May 2002

 
I faxed the latest reports to my surgeon and spoke with him.  He personally got on the phone with the gastro doctor and requested he send me for a MRCP. He said the MRCP would be better than the ERCP at this point for me. He just wasn't sure if the MRCP could definitely be done because I have Titanium clips in me from the surgery (didn't know this until I saw the Cat Scan report). Was later told its fine to have the MRCP with the clips. Long story short...the  Gastro doctor never called me back or made appt for MRCP. I left him several messages and no return call. The receptionist told me he said "Same plan as yesterday". I figured this meant he wanted me to first get the blood work done. So far no MRCP was done.

I had the blood work done when I was a level 6 out of 1-10 pain to just get him some type of readings to go by. The following week I called the Gastro doctor for the results. He did not get on the phone with me. I received a voicemail message saying "your Amylase is high per the surgeon go to New York City and see the stent specialist ".  I tried to speak to the Gastro doctor and get a copy of my blood work at the time with no luck. I figured by the message the Gastro doctor spoke to my surgeon and that's what they decided. In speaking with the surgeon the next day it turned out the Gastro doctor never called him. They didn't speak since the week before about the MRCP. I informed the surgeon what happened. He told me that specific stent surgeon is not practicing right now at the hospital (he had surgeries of his own) but I can see one of the associates (which was fine with me as one of them assisted several times prior). He said I will call him and you call to get an appointment for an ERCP. He explained the ERCP rather than MRCP because it will give more definitive answer to what's going on.

An exploratory ERCP was now scheduled for May 6. I explained that anything else but exploratory needed to be okayed with my surgeon (i.e.: stenting). 

Had ERCP done --just exploratory. The doctor was great and followed instructions from my other surgeon and myself. Additionally, this time I went prepared to the hospital with papertape as I'm allergic to everything else--and they actually did use it!!! Asked anesthesiologist to give me Toradol with anesthesia due to migraines from the anesthesia. He was wonderful--gave me Toradol and used the paper tape--finally someone listened!!! Wish the recovery room did!!

My surgery that was done was my pancreas drains (supposed to) out both ends. In this ERCP he found one side the opening and drainage and couldn't find the other opening--hence the problem!!! He listened to what I said and stopped right there. He explained if he used wires, ballooning etc he would have had to stent to drain. I was released hours later after being told I had to drink and eat something. I was given water, tea and asked fruit or muffin. Took the muffin. Found out later I was to be on liquids for rest of day...Hence almost home and the pain started. Vicodin, Tylenol w/codeine anything that would help but nothing did. Deciding to go to ER or not. Now its midnight and I paged the doctor (covering doc on).  He would have called in a new script for me but the pharmacy here closed at 9 he explained I can come back to the hospital where I was which is 4 hours away. Explained if I have to go to the emergency room but they will probably keep me. I decided to wait it out and finally fell asleep a bit.

The next morning I was up at 7 took a sip of water and pill and started throwing up. I looked up information to a 24 hour pharmacy now to give to the doc (remember I just moved to this town), paged the doctor and he called me in script for vomiting and Oxycontin for pain.

During the day I tried to drink sips of ensure then later on 1/2 popsicle then I started throwing up again--forget drinking or eating.

That night spoke to surgeon who performed the ERCP he said I'm sick from the ERCP and he said he spoke with the surgeon in Westchester and they wanted me to go for the MRCP. Now if that gastro doc would have listened and sent me for it....

So he faxed a script etc...I was able to get in the next day and get the MRCP done. Next day back to work- if I don't I don't get paid. The only thing the  MRCP showed was "pancreatic duct dilated". They told me it looked like part of it was dilated but not sure if it was dilated all the way through. I was now informed contact the surgeon and go for consultation for possible pancreatic biliary bypass surgery.

Had to wait a couple weeks to see the surgeon as he is out of town. In meantime I'm to be on 0-extremely low fat diet and Oxycontin for pain and I'm trying to stay out of the hospital.

Met with the surgeon. He said he is going to review the pics and videotape of the exploratory ERCP and meet with the stent surgeon. While we were in his office he also called to get the actual films to review the MRCP. I brought him the films I had from the past 2 Catscans but they weren't a clear picture. He said it does look like there is some dilation but maybe not all the way through in one of the ducts. My amylse level was taken last month being high at 867. With my issues and with high amylse he is saying leaning towards it the pancreatitis acting up again due to the divisum. He explained about how my pancreas and ducts were before I had the surgery and what he did during surgery on how it should be working/draining. For me he said my ducts were/are really screwed up and extremely tiny (2 millimeters). He doesn't want to put me back in for major surgery and doesn't want to touch my pancreas (meaning slicing anymore of it off as he already removed the tail).  He said he thinks the problem is the one duct (dorsal) on the right of my pancreas that was created with the loop of intestines brought up to it.  He gave me a script when I have pain after eating to go 3x and get the amylse and lipase done. He said its not the fat in my foods bothering me it seems to be the volume of food and to eat 5-6 small meals a day. Depending on the films, he wants to aim that part of the duct is open and that he will have a tiny stent put in (by the stent surgeon-but they are working on my case together) to hopefully drain it and I will be all better. Maybe I wont need major surgery again and just stent. I am terrified of stenting again though. I just have to keep in mind the stenting before was different and prior all the surgery he did.  I did mention to him I have already dropped 14 1/2 lbs and about me not being able to eat much without pain.

Turned out the ERCP that was just done did not help him because it was this dorsal duct that the stent surgeon could not locate the opening of. Now he is awaiting to talk to someone else about the MRCP and get my blood test results. I took 1 of the 3 blood tests which the Amylase was high at 758. He said I don't have to go for the other 2 blood tests as I did have another about a month ago. But I'm used to the results being in the thousands. He said its scar tissue from my surgery from 2 1/2 years ago is causing the blockage. He said (and he will call) to go back to NYC and see the stent surgeon. He will cut the sphincter muscle and  insert a stent to hopefully drain and clear up the scar tissue issue.

6/3 ERCP with stent insertion. Was in overnight and released next day. The stent surgeon found the dorsal duct and yes scar tissue was the problem. He was only able to get into the head of the duct and place a tiny stent. He was not able to get through the duct either with wires, fluid, etc because of the scar tissue being so bad. Basically the stent will only be able to drain a small portion and not fix my problem. The stent should fall out on itself. I will need to go for x-rays in 2 weeks to see if it did or not. If not I will have to go back for ERCP to remove it. He did consult with surgeon from Westchester as well as taking pictures he would need to see. I was basically told he (stent surgeon) could not fix me. I was told the surgeon in Westchester said he doesn't want to do major surgery on me again. That I do not have a good chance and that more scar tissue would form after that surgery. I was basically told there was nothing that could be done for now until and if my duct dilates by itself bigger from scar tissue that he will be able to work with it. In the meantime gave me another script for Oxycontin for pain, gradually increase types of food with 6 small meals per day. I have made an appointment with the surgeon for next week to talk to him about all of this and what am I supposed to do? I have always been a fighter and sounds like they are not giving me options except live with this. I do not want to get as sick as I was years ago and on TPN again. Have to wait now to see the surgeon and if I have any options.

Boy I don't know where to start...I left off that the stent surgeon last Monday put stent in me to come out next week. When he went in this time through ERCP he said it looked like both ducts had problem he couldn't get all the way through to the dorsal duct cause of blockage. He inserted stent in opening of the other duct. He spoke to surgeon and told me he said there was nothing he could do for me until/and if the duct dilates bigger to have something to work with (meaning more scar tissue). We went to see surgeon Tuesday and glad we did. Spent like an hour in with him with tons of questions and drawing diagrams. Because I know so much now over these years he even gave me a book he co-wrote that the medical profession uses--but to help me with the pictures but basically to read about a full Roux-en-Y surgery.

During this past week I have been doing researching, thinking what am I going to do, get my pancreas out, find another doctor etc... My surgeon (who we all like) said for right now I'm in  "holding". There is nothing he can do right now as my chances of the surgery working right now is not in my favor. He is not quick to cut which is good, I think. I have heard too many horror stories. He has been doing this for a long time and my problem is specifically my ducts with drainage. My gland (pancreas) is perfectly fine and I am not diabetic. In the surgery in 2000 he did remove the tail of my pancreas. Regarding an Islet Transplant (when I was researching if I needed to go the route of total pancrectectomy which then I would go for islet cell transplant to hope I wasn't a brittle diabetic) he explained the islets are throughout your pancreas not just the tail. If I didn't have anymore I would be diabetic now. We did talk that there are some out there with pancreas and because of surgeries, pancreatitis etc. some are diabetic already. He said when he did surgery I was fine and had tons. He will re-look at films for me though. He also said most can function fine with only 20-25% of pancreas and not be diabetic

He told me that before my surgery my ducts were not even 1mm (actually less than that). The problem is they are not draining properly at both ends. He needs the duct bigger to be able to get in there to work with it.

For now I am to eat small meals 6 per day, RECORD everything from meds to pain to meals etc. Talk to him next week (while he is going to look at the last ERCP films and islet info). He says maybe some miracle this will heal itself after the stent was just put in but if not we have to wait until I have a better chance of him fixing the duct. He said if I did get really bad he wouldn't let me just suffer so he would help me. He totally doesn't advise I jump into getting my pancreas taken out. Actually he knows the surgeon I was speaking with --he knows him for over 20 years...Seems these top surgeons (there aren't that many out there) all know each other. He had all good things to say about him but there are all different stages with pancreas problems. Being my glad is perfect and its drainage with my ducts he feels eventually when it dilates more he can go in and fix me permanently with a full Roux-en-Y. He basically described that it will make the ducts even bigger and even if scar tissue formed it wouldn't be that big to close them. Kind of like (so hard to describe) take the duct and cut it down the middle longwise. Then insert tubing (like stent) permanently sew it all up and to intestines. I am happy if it works that there is another way to solve this eventually without totally getting pancreas out. I asked about the islet cell transplant also. He had mixed feelings which I understand cause there is no guarantee and just like any surgery good and bad happens. My husbands concern was injecting islets into liver can it ruin my liver--well there is possibility and of course taking insulin meds there is possibility of over injecting...I don't like the fact of not having a "quick fix" so to say. That I have to wait there is nothing to be done now. But to jump into getting pancreas out and going through that for right now I am holding off.

Went for X-ray to see if stent fell out on its own and it didn't. I knew that as I could feel it... The stent was to come out this week being 2 weeks in however the stent docs dad passed away this week so he is not in and other doc is out of country. They cant get me in until the 27th which would make it 3 1/2 weeks stent in. I left message for my surgeon to see if that was okay or what I should do cause he wanted it out and not stay in longer. It didn't help me anyway and I'm having attacks and not sure if its from that being in or not. Still out on STD.

6/27/02 stent going to be taken out. I went in with pain and migraine. I hate these procedures but just wanted to go under to get rid of the pain and migraine. He did give me toradol for migraine so I woke up with no migraine. They took stent out. Woke up with pain. Got Demerol shot before went home but it didn't make the pain go away. As soon as got home took meds and to bed I went. Friday was bad with nausea and vomiting and pain. Finally called doctor. Got prescription for Compozene (spelling?) and he did say I could take more than 1 Oxycontin at time. He offered I could come back to the hospital but I said no as all I would do is sit there on meds and it takes 2-3 hours to get back to the hospital.
Since then I have nausea and pain. Trying to eat some things like jello etc so the headaches stop. Tomorrow however I am unable to with not eating, pain and being dizzy from not eating.

Update (8/02):

Went back to work July 3 2002. Compazine didn't work at all. Doc then prescribed Zofran (4 mg) worked on and off then stopped working. Called surgeon he said body just has to work its way through the nausea. Nausea finally went away for most part except still comes back if eat too much dairy. The only thing that helped the nausea was Ginger Snap cookies however cant eat all day long (only small meals with breaks in between)

Hopefully that's the end of this ordeal forever or at least for a long, long time....

Update Feb 2003

As I spoke about prior back in 2001 I kidney surgeries due to a diverticula. I was told by the doctors to not get pregnant until this was taken care of. Then in 1/2002 we bought our first home. In between the buying of the home and summer of 2002 I had complications due to a build up of scar tissue in both pancreas ducts from the 1/2000 surgery and had to get that taken care of.

After all this we decided to speak to the doctors regarding my health and our thoughts was that this was the best time to start our family as I was doing well again. All the docs as well as we went to see a high-risk doctor agreed with our thoughts. I would be high-risk due to the CP and would be monitored closely for diabetes, malnutrition and CP attacks. Seven months later we did it!! I have had a couple appointments with the doctors and sonograms. Everything looks fine! We did have to wait a little waiting game to see if it was 1 or 2 babies in there. This was a possibility because my HCG (pregnancy levels) did not just go up by the 60% to double in 2-3 days. They went from 496 to 2,217. But we now know its 1 baby!

The estimated due date is 10/5/03 but the doc will probably induce me earlier due to the CP. Below are some sonogram pictures of our baby to meet the world this year for you to see and that miracles do happen! If you would like to contact me just click on the email envelope below. You can view the sonograms by clicking on the "Pics" button below.

PS.  As my GYN put it at one appt he gives me a lot of credit due to all I've been through, being a fighter and being so positive. My response- I got through all of this and fighting and I will continue to fight and get through this pregnancy to deliver a healthy baby!!!

 

        

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